introspection, music

Shahul Hameed still lives…

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Today I was listening to Thiruda Thiruda – A.R.Rahman’s 3rd movie which whenever I listen transforms me to the slogging days of 12th Standard. However, I was listening to Raasaathi en usuru ennuthilla and remembered the voice – Shahul Hameed – the unfortunate singer who died so young in a car crash near Chennai in 1998 or around that time. I was appreciating the intense song the way Shahul Hameed had song with so much passion and life – I felt sad. How unfortunate – he could have been a great singer with his high pitch and powerful voice.

However, he still lives on. 10 years down the line, a soul thought about him. Isn’t that wonderful. Very few can leave a mark on the world they lived – it is easy for artists – musicians, painters, singers, dancers, actors,writers. What will people like me leave behind?
Anyway, Shahul Hameed – your voice is immortal. Thanks for the great song. 
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The journey..

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It has been 5 months since I started my life as an entrepreneur. Things I miss – in no particular order !!

1. Salary! 
2. Coffee machine gossip
3. 335E rides with a book in hand
4. Hearing aahaa moments from other developers
5. Architecture and design discussions/fights
6. Code Pairing, learning new techniques, stand ups, IPMs, Showcases!
7. Routine 
What I experienced new
1. Feeling real exhaustion after 4-6 days of serious development. I thought I was the only one but another entrepreneur friend of mine confirmed the same feeling. At the end of it I am forced to take a break for a day because my brain switches off.
2. Learnt to think of things outside an IDE ( IntelliJ in this case ! )- branding, opening page text, vision, mission, goals – the art of written communication.
3. Getting into the zone more often.  I start working slowly, and at one point I feel time stops and the air around me becomes still. Things flow smoothly and earlier unseen features,potential bugs automatically show up. It energizes me further, gives a positive gumption which nothing in the world can ever give me. In Leo Tolstoy’s Anna Karenina, the main character Levin – goes to cut corn with his peasants and experiences it. In Zen and the art of motorcycle, Robert Pirsig describes this feeling well. 
4. Watching my son grow, getting him ready for the day, playing with him whenever I take a break to sterilizing his bottles late in the night…I am really lucky !! 
Now I have to rush out. There is more. Will be writing when I am taking an exhaustion break. 

apple, dell

Dell Studio 17″ vs MacBook 13″

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I purchased a Dell Studio 17″ for 58,000Rs. I am a big fan of Apple and I am now going to say a sacriligeous thing – Mac is ****ing expensive – atleast in India. Even before I considered the Dell laptop I went over to Apple’s India store and drooled over the laptops – but the ones I wanted were all in 6 figures – over 1.2 Lakhs. The starting price of MacBook was 56,800Rs. I dropped the idea of buying an apple.
So I went over to Staples and looked around. Acer was the cheapest less than 30k. Then lenova,compaq and HPs were in the 45-55K range. Thanks to Vista having the windows performance index – I was able to quickly see how these machines perform without even checking their processor, memory information.
Only Dell had a 5.0 or higher. Dell Studio 17 registered a decent 5.0. The XPS laptops registered even higher. The rest of the pack – HPs, Acers had between 3.5 and 4.5. Also the rest had unnecessary freebies thrown in – audio system, choice to pick 2 gifts from some 10 gifts etc. Thank you very much. It was an easy decision in the end – also Dell had onsite service, whereas for the rest I had to take my laptop physically to their repair workshops.
Coming back to the decision – I feel happier in the end. I feel I got lot of bang for the buck when I compare this with the high end Apple laptop ( which is 3 times pricier ) . Here is why.
What Dell Studio 17 has :
1. 17 inch screen vs 13 inch MacBook
2. Biometric sensor ( none of the apple laptops have this yet )
3. Backlit keyboard ( available only in the 1Lakh plus MacBook Pro)
4. 3GB Ram ( macbook comes with 2GB Ram )
5. HDMI output – the day when I get a High Def TV I will pat myself for the choice I made
6. 5.1 output – dont think macs have any
7. 320GB of hard drive space vs 160GB of a MacBook
8. Memory Card reader.
9. Dell support in India.
10. Choice of colors.
What Dell Studio 17 does not have :
1. Apple OS X.
Hmm…I have vista and what a poor copy Microsoft has managed to make. I tried a freeware for expose but its not the real thing. It is jerky and ugly. I have ubuntu running on the other partition and the compiz effects are nice – but still its nowhere close to the functionality and smoothness of OS X.
2. The apple touch.
I remember the ibook I purchased in 2002 ( G3,512MB Ram,30Gig Harddrive ). When I opened it a nice fragrance greeted me – they had sprayed a perfume on the keyboard. Then they had a nice glossy book about OS X, heck even the box that came in looked beautiful. I felt I was ripped but I was happy about it 🙂 And everything is so smoothly integrated and works as one piece – iTunes,iLife,expose – even the terminal is so well behaved.
Anyway if you are trying to decide between a Dell and a Mac – if you have enough money in your bank and your job is recession proof – go ahead and buy a Mac – its worth every paise/cent of it. However if you are in my position where I have to beg/steal/coerce someone ( in this case my wife 🙂 ) to buy me a laptop – get a Dell. 17″ is lot spacious and keep comparing it with an entry level macbook ( which costs the same ) – and you will feel 3 times good about it.
And speaking of 17″ laptop reminds me of this apple commercial
In conclusion – I hope this Dell Studio 17″ helps me buy a 17″ MacBook Pro 🙂
india

India’s ENRON

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Its a sad day for us. In the last post I was exulting that the next apple or google is being cooked up somewhere in India.

And yesterday I was shocked to hear about Satyam with its hand muddied with a Rs.8000 crore fraud. We have managed to create an ENRON. I hope other Indian Companies do not get in the rat race to give bigger better balance sheets compared to the previous year – in order to have better share market results. Focussing on near short term and missing out on the long term benefits – of happy customers, happier employees and a rock solid business.
Thank you Mr.Raju – you have in one stroke made us cheaters. Don’t know how long it will take to  clean up the tarnished image in the world’s eyes.
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To all the Men in the Arena !!

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I was not aware of the startups in India till I had my own startup. It is the same feeling you get when you are in the market for purchasing a Maruti Swift and suddenly you spot lot of Swifts. I am spotting startups in bus loads. 

I am just bowled over by the number of ideas that are emanating out of India – not just Bangalore but from various parts of the country. Who said Indians are not creative enough? Yes we have been stifled a lot all these years because of various reasons and that could have given the impression that we are just followers and not leaders when it comes to ideas and technology. 
But now our entrepreneurs are getting more adventurous – and people on the fence are letting it go and jumping into the fray – who knows the next Apple, Google is being cooked right now somewhere in an apartment. 
Head over to this page – to see what I am talking. http://enbase.net/db/Main_Page
Wish luck to all my fellow startupians – you guys are crazy and be that way !! 
Also I am dedicating this poem to you guys – The Man in the Arena by Theodre Roosevelt. My wife pointed this to me when I was down because my idea behind my startup was questioned.
“IT IS NOT THE CRITIC WHO COUNTS;
NOT THE MAN WHO POINTS OUT
HOW THE STRONG MAN STUMBLED,
OR WHERE THE DOER OF DEEDS
COULD HAVE DONE BETTER.

THE CREDIT BELONGS TO THE MAN
WHO IS ACTUALLY IN THE ARENA;

WHOSE FACE IS MARRED
BY DUST AND SWEAT AND BLOOD;
WHO STRIVES VALIANTLY;
WHO ERRS AND COMES SHORT
AGAIN AND AGAIN;

WHO KNOWS THE GREAT ENTHUSIASMS,
THE GREAT DEVOTIONS,
AND SPENDS HIMSELF IN A WORTHY CAUSE;

WHO AT BEST KNOWS IN THE END
THE TRIUMPH OF HIGH ACHIEVEMENT;
AND WHO AT THE WORST

IF HE FAILS,
AT LEAST FAILS WHILE DARING GREATLY;
SO THAT HIS PLACE SHALL NEVER BE
WITH THOSE COLD AND TIMID SOULS
WHO KNOW NEITHER VICTORY NOR DEFEAT.“

–Theodore Roosevelt.

Keep up the good work. 
new year, top 10

My Top 10 things of 2008

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Today I got stuck in a barber shop for more than an hour – the last hair cut of 2008 eh – and ended up reading India Today’s top 10 things of 2008. I got this brain wave for a list of my own top 10 events of 2008. 

10. Stealing my nephew (Achu’s) cycle. I turned green this year ( partly inspired by my wife, partly by oil prices ) and thought now I will cycle my way around AECS Layout. Well cycle is here but the back wheel does not hold air. Have to fix it first thing in 2009 so we can use it.
9. Learnt how to change nappies, sterilize bottles, hold a baby, put him to sleep, feed him, entertain him – I can write a book !!
8. Worked on my first .NET project on Vista. No comments.
7. Got the shock of my life on the new modified 81 seaters in Sleeper class and a never ending journey from Bangalore to Calcutta and back with a demanding never-tiring-keep-entertaining-me 10 month old.
6. Watched Obama create history.
5. and my heart brimmed with pride seeing Chandrayaan take India to new levels.
4. Discovering 335E – the red volvo  bus for my daily commute and which in turn led me to Ulysses, War and peace, Anna Karenina, Big Bang, FountainHead, Atlas Shrugged, Alchemist, Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance, Kaffka on the shore…
3. The horror of bomb blasts, terror attacks culminating in Mumbai attack. I am getting my voter Id registered. I feel I should do more. 
2. Launching our start up – Apartment Adda, the first few nights when I could not sleep, the adrenaline rush when Apartment Adda went live, seeing unknown ip addresses on apache’s logs – the last 3 months have been long tiring and worth every minute of it in richness of experience. 
1. The privilege to witness and hear my son’s first cry and the wide open eyes looking into me. An unforgettable day when  we were bonded like never before by this little bundle of joy.
What an year it has been for me.
IE

IE gotcha – does not render row colors

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My dynamic table rendered by an AJAX call had alternating row colors – which as expected rendered beautifully in all the major browsers ( except IE of course ). 

The row looked like this tr bgcolor=”#EFEFEF”

I had to push the bgcolor into an inline style and then IE started showing the row color.
tr style=”background-color:#EFEFEF”
Hope my IE posts get over, because to find every IE gotcha I spend quite a fair amount of my time. 
cricket

Should I eat my humble pie now?

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Ahem..Dravid has now scored a century. Perhaps he read my blog and got angry and wanted to prove a point. Anyway hats off to you Mr.Dravid. May India win.

But here is some statistics I painstakingly gathered  – The total runs scored by Dravid in the last 10 matches – in both the innings.
47 – V South Africa
24 – V Sri LAnka
46 – V Sri Lanka
78 – V Sri Lanka
56 – V Australia
39 – V Australia ( he did not bat the second innings though)
22 – V Australia
03 – V Australia
07 – V England
136 – V England ( only the 1st innings score )
I rest my case. 
It is time to retire – when you have scored a century. You have contributed immensely to Indian cricket. Scoring 10,000 runs is a major feat. You have delighted the world and us with your stroke play. But the time has come – let us see more Dravids emerging out – give them a chance.
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IE will not render my dynamic table

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And today I wasted an entire afternoon trying to figure out why IE will not render my dynamic table got from an AJAX call. And as usual all the other browsers were rendering the table without skipping a beat.

I stripped out everything till nothing was remaining in the table and still IE will not render the table. 

Finally I found out the culprit. I did not have a tbody tag. UGhhhh. 
Should I send a bill to Bill for all the wasted hours because of this inconsistent browser?

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